It is Cloudy

it might rain & I am feeling better but hand is killing me, I cut up my left hand fingers. But I can still type now with my right hand. My mind is Blogged down with meaningless thoughts of a perfect world. Focusing on problems is not the answer. Solutions is the answer. WTF? This is like math...  I am dumb squared. Drugs make me less creative, my pills are drugs. Kids asked me when I first in town to do drugs with them, now it is doctors making me take drugs. Things never change. Nothing is natural anymore. Not even me full of drugs.